Cody Fox
About Cody Fox
All my life I wanted to be a Rockstar. I want the fame and fortune but, I would settle with making a living doing what I love. I don't have any friends I don't go out because I can't afford to. The last 18 years of my life I have made 8000.00 maybe probably not even that much. How am I alive? I know right I don't have an answer for that. I honestly feel dead inside already. The family I come from doesn't exist. My father died when I was 2. Which through my mother deeper into drugs. By mother I mean big sister. She shared her drugs with me and had me do her dirty work. When someone is addicted to every drug known to man. They'll do just about anything. Not that I did anything. I've never sold my body if that's what you're thinking. Not that I wouldn't either if the woman was attractive. Definitely would. Once my "big sister" went to prison for shooting her abusive enabling husband. It got a lot harder to get by. Somehow I am still breathing even after the OD. Fentynal is some scary shit. I've heard of drug dealers pressing it into pills. So not only can you not do heroin anymore but now you can't even trust doing a pill unless you're prescribed. Don't do drugs lol just stick with smoking weed, edibles maybe some LSD or magic mushrooms awwwhh good times. But I digress. I have walked this Hell on Earth. I have tried getting out of the slums. But I really fucking need a helping hand. Someone kind enough to give me an hour or two and listen to the music that I have created. Last probably to much to ask for though. I will enjoy my music myself always. Music that has gotten me out of my head. Music that has kept me from jumping, tying a noose, or biting the bullet. That bullet does look so tasty though. But that's probably my depression. I won't take any medicine for that. I'm pretty sure you're supposed to be depressed if you have nothing to your name. I do have my good looks but I am a man not a woman so looks don't do shit for me. If there is a God IF anyone has the power to help change my life with the music I have made please fucking help me. I'm out only getting fucking older and more tired of my miserable life. I don't want to be one of those people who get noticed only after they're dead.
All my life I wanted to be a Rockstar. I want the fame and fortune but, I would settle with making a living doing what I love. I don't have any friends I don't go out because I can't afford to. The last 18 years of my life I have made 8000.00 maybe probably not even that much. How am I alive? I know right I don't have an answer for that. I honestly feel dead inside already. The family I come from doesn't exist. My father died when I was 2. Which through my mother deeper into drugs. By mother I mean big sister. She shared her drugs with me and had me do her dirty work. When someone is addicted to every drug known to man. They'll do just about anything. Not that I did anything. I've never sold my body if that's what you're thinking. Not that I wouldn't either if the woman was attractive. Definitely would. Once my "big sister" went to prison for shooting her abusive enabling husband. It got a lot harder to get by. Somehow I am still breathing even after the OD. Fentynal is some scary shit. I've heard of drug dealers pressing it into pills. So not only can you not do heroin anymore but now you can't even trust doing a pill unless you're prescribed. Don't do drugs lol just stick with smoking weed, edibles maybe some LSD or magic mushrooms awwwhh good times. But I digress. I have walked this Hell on Earth. I have tried getting out of the slums. But I really fucking need a helping hand. Someone kind enough to give me an hour or two and listen to the music that I have created. Last probably to much to ask for though. I will enjoy my music myself always. Music that has gotten me out of my head. Music that has kept me from jumping, tying a noose, or biting the bullet. That bullet does look so tasty though. But that's probably my depression. I won't take any medicine for that. I'm pretty sure you're supposed to be depressed if you have nothing to your name. I do have my good looks but I am a man not a woman so looks don't do shit for me. If there is a God IF anyone has the power to help change my life with the music I have made please fucking help me. I'm out only getting fucking older and more tired of my miserable life. I don't want to be one of those people who get noticed only after they're dead.